A Fighting Spirit
“Today, if someone wishes to live honestly and spiritually,
he will have a hard time fitting in this world. And if he is not careful, he’ll
be swept by the secular stream downhill. In the old days, there was plenty of
good around, plenty of virtue, many good examples, and evil was drowned by the
good; so, the little disorder that existed in the world or in the monasteries
was neither visible nor harmful. What’s going on now? Bad examples abound, and
the little good that exists is scorned. Thus, the opposite occurs; the little
good that exists is drowned by an excess of evil, and evil reigns.
It helps so much when a person or a group of people has a
fighting spirit. When even one person grows spiritually, he does not only
benefit himself, but helps those who see him. Likewise, one who is laid back
and lazy has the same effect on the others. When one gives in, others follow
until in the end there’s nothing left. This is why it’s so important to have a
fighting spirit in these lax times. We must pay great attention to this matter ... it is important for those who are struggling spiritually, not only to resist
being influenced by the secular spirit, but also to resist comparing themselves
to the world and concluding that they are saints. For when this happens, they
end up being worse than those ... in the world. If we take one virtue at a time,
find the Saint who exemplified it and study his or her life, we will soon
realize that we have achieved nothing and will carry on with humility.
Just as in racing, the runner speeding for the end line does
not look back toward those lagging behind, but fixes his eyes forward, so too
in this struggle we don’t want to be looking back and thus left behind. When I
try to imitate those who are ahead of me, my conscience is refined. When,
however, I look back, I justify myself and think that my faults are not
important compared to theirs. The thought that others are inferior consoles me.
Thus, I end up drowning my conscience or, to put it better, having a plastered,
unfeeling heart.”
~Elder Paisios of Mount Athos
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