Attitude When Confronted With the Suffering of Those Close to Us
(St. Dominic in Prayer by El Greco - found here) |
The Lord, however, invites us not to lose our interior peace
in these instances either . . . Our distress is legitimate, but we must remain
peaceful.
. . . There is one point, however, on which we wish to
insist, and it is this: as we shall see by the following, it is equally
important to clearly know how to distinguish between true and false humility,
between real, peaceful and confident repentance and false, disturbing remorse
which paralyzes, as it is to know how to distinguish between that which we
might call true and false compassion.
It is certain that the more we advance in the Christian
life, the more our compassion grows. While we are naturally hard and
indifferent, the spectacle of misery in the world and the suffering of their
brothers draws tears from the saints whose intimacy with Jesus has ‘melted’
their hearts, according to the expression of the Curé of Ars. Saint Dominic spent
his nights in prayer and in tears pleading with the Lord: ‘Merciful God, what
will become of sinners?’ And one could rightly doubt the value of the spiritual
life of a person who does not manifest a growing compassion.
However, the compassion of the saints, if it is profound and
quick to marry all misery and come to its relief is nevertheless always tender,
peaceful and confident. It is the fruit of the Spirit.
On the contrary, our compassion for ourselves is often
disturbed and anxious. We have a way of implicating ourselves in the suffering
of others that is not always correct, that sometimes proceeds more from a love
of self than from a true love of others. And we believe that to preoccupy
ourselves excessively with another in difficulty is justified, that it is a
sign of the love that we feel for the other person. But this is false. There is
often in this attitude a great, hidden love of ourselves. We cannot bear the
suffering of others because we are afraid of suffering ourselves. The reason is
that we, too, lack confidence in God.
It is normal to be profoundly touched by the suffering of
another who is dear to us, but if, because of this, we torment ourselves to the
point of losing our peace, this signifies that our love for the other person is
still not fully spiritual, is still not in harmony with God. It is a love that
is still too human and, without doubt, egotistical, whose foundation is not
sufficiently based on an unshakable confidence in God.
In order for it to be a true Christian virtue, compassion
for others must proceed from love (which consists in desiring the good of
others, in the light of God and in accord with His designs) and not from fear
(fear of suffering, fear of losing something). But, in fact, all too often our
attitude toward those around us who are suffering is more conditioned by fear
than love.
One thing is certain: God loves our dear ones infinitely
more than we do, and infinitely better. He wants us to believe in this love,
and also to know how to entrust those who are dear to us into His hands. And
this will often be a much more efficacious way of helping them.
Our brothers and sisters who suffer need peaceful, confident
and joyful people around them and will be helped much more effectively by them
than by those who are preoccupied and anxious. Our false compassion often only
adds to their sadness and distress. It is not a source of peace and hope for
those who suffer.
. . .
I have often seen cases of this type: a person is undergoing
a trial, but she manages this trial better than those around her, who are
concerned and troubled. There can be at times a way of multiplying prayers for
healing, even of seeing a cure, of pursuing all the means possible and
imaginable for obtaining the deliverance of this person, without being aware
that the hand of God is clearly behind it all. I do not say that one should not
support those who are suffering by persevering prayers and petitions for their
healing, nor that we should not do what is humanly and spiritually possible to
obtain it. It is our duty to do these things, to be sure. But we should do so
in a spirit of peace and confident abandonment into the hands of God.”
~Jacques Philippe
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