On That Other Friday Morning
(Ravensbrück Concentration Camp - found here) |
“. . . Life in Ravensbruck took place on two separate levels, mutually
impossible. One, the observable, external life, grew every day more horrible.
The other, the life we lived with God, grew daily better, truth upon truth,
glory upon glory.
. . . I had read a thousand times the story of Jesus’ arrest—how
soldiers had slapped Him, laughed at Him, flogged Him. Now such happenings had
faces and voices.
Fridays—the recurrent humiliation of medical inspection. The
hospital corridor in which we waited was unheated, and a fall chill had settled
into the walls. Still we were forbidden even to wrap ourselves in our own arms,
but had to maintain our erect, hands-at-sides position as we filed slowly past
a phalanx of grinning guards. How there could have been any pleasure in the
sight of these stick-thin legs and hunger-bloated stomachs I could not imagine.
Surely there is no more wretched sight than the human body unloved and uncared
for. Nor could I see the necessity for the complete undressing: when we finally
reached the examining room a doctor looked down each throat, another—a dentist
presumably—at our teeth, a third in between each finger. And that was all. We
trooped again down the long, cold corridor and picked up our X-marked dresses
at the door.
But it was one of these mornings while we were waiting, shivering,
in the corridor, that yet another page in the Bible leapt into life for me.
He hung naked on the cross.
I had not known—I had not thought.... The paintings, the carved
crucifixes showed at the least a scrap of cloth. But this, I suddenly knew, was
the respect and reverence of the artist. But oh—at the time itself, on that
other Friday morning—there had been no reverence. No more than I saw in the
faces around us now.
I leaned toward Betsie, ahead of me in line. Her shoulder blades
stood out sharp and thin beneath her blue-mottled skin.
‘Betsie, they took His clothes, too.’
Ahead of me I heard a little gasp. ‘Oh Corrie. And I never thanked
Him....’”
~Corrie ten Boom (from The Hiding Place)
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