The Way God Paints
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God chooses ultramarine
blue of course Me I’m burnt umber
that reddish-brown color There we stand
braving the white and
deckled edge of a cotton page
smooth paper of the hand-made sort
God takes his big fat
squirrel-hair brush
mops clear water across every inch
The sheen settles and God
says Go A blop of blue and
something like sky falls
seeps and spreads fans
into my skyline the place
where blue and brown bleed
into gray Thunderheads
blossom between mine and Thine’s
lines I’m afraid it’s too dark so I wipe it
with my hand as if that smudge
won’t still look like rain’s a-comin’
an imminent downpour
I daub burnt brown into the damp horizon
just to be clear there is one a muddy
kind of transparency regarding
our differences I confess
I’ve spoiled the scene overworked the day
God just stands there watches it dry
I’m thinking oh for the love
God you can use another color something brilliant
like yellow ochre
or new gamboge do some sun somewhere
and oh so slowly God dips his brush
into the blackest black
scribbles across the top
an audacious signature
like birds seen from afar
You have to stand back to see it
See those birds are taking off
aloft and flying whoa they’re actually flying
off the page No no no this cannot be
but there you are no there I am
borne along on their soaring wing
as light beyond color bursts
all joy
with fear and sorrow
The torrent a bluish rain of tears
brushed away
by the palm of His hand
~Susan Cowger
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